That's the kind of friendship they've showed, I can see it, clear as water, they've destroyed me one and over and over and over again. That's what they are silly souls, all shattered, they've killed me so many times... Just can't take it 
I've become numb from inside out, is not that I don't feel, is that I can't feel like before, no pain, no sadness, no love, maybe laught, but I'm an empty cup at the end of the day. He does too, he destroys me too, he does it, and it looks so easy, so simple. Maybe it is my fault, maybe it isn't, nobody knows for sure.