I wrote this after that one post you`ll see some day, you will reconize it because it says: ¨Today: 20/01/2013¨ in the first line.
My birthday it`s close. I`m turning fifthteen, you know, I don`t want parties, gifts, I just want it to pass quikly, without a sound, I just want to hear him saying: Happy Birthday!, for real, I want him to be trustfull, honest, I want real friends, more selfestime, more happyness, Iwant to feel pain,stop being numb. Is this too much for a simple birthday between many?